I Do Love You So
The love you gave me
Makes me feel so sweet and complete
When we talk my knees get weak
I have a need to talk to you everyday
And when I don't I'm quiet with no words to say
You are my love, my passion, my soul
I’m crazy for loving you is what I'm told
Maybe I’m going un-noticed and should be more bold
But for now still thinking of you I have to go
I must end this by saying, "I do and I will always love you so"
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You Are My Life
Words can't express how I love you and I'll forever
yearn
You could break my heart a thousand times but yet I will never learn
Everyday I will yearn for you until I actually have you
The more I think, I think of you
I can't get the picture of you far, and clear from view
Wow I never felt this before in my life
If I were a cat I would give you all 9 years of my immortal life
Just picturing you makes my heart burst
Touching me makes me even worse
You, I can never go without
One day with no words just makes me sad and I begin to pout
Because loving you is what my life is all about
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Eternity
I know you have to make this move to a place so far away
19 hours between us, I will be hurt day by day
Living without you during the months July through December
Fading memories of you I will try so hard to remember
Although, keep in mind we will never be apart
If you need me just reach deep down in your heart
You can make a phone call to your home away from home
Write an email letter, or better yet I’ll buy a plane ticket and you
can just fly home
This move may be what you want or it may not
Whatever the case, you will always have a place in my life
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You Took Half
This move to the F.L. is going to hurt you the
most which is understandable
The hurt that it will cause me and the breakdown I will have is what’s
truly unbelievable
Looking for someone for so long, gave up just in time to find someone compatible
Didn’t take long to find out you’re leaving
This just puts me back where I started all alone, and grieving
We’ll both miss the loving friendship, the passion, and moments we share
Which I will never be able to show you just how much I care
The touching, the feeling, the kissing, the kneading, was all worth while
never once misleading
Same personality, same inner feelings
Far away, but near always just call on me to come and start healing
I have cried , but as of yet I haven’t died
It won’t be until you leave when I will take my last breath and sigh
My heart is divided into two, incomplete as of the month of June
Why you ask; I answer, one half is with me and the other is with you
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Away From Me
The distance seems like it is growing further
away
Be lucky talking to you once a week knowing it use to be everyday
Longing for you to be here with me to make it through this hell
Doesn’t look like this is possible, unless you are the buyer of my soul
to sell
My actions can only show you how much I love
Tears of emotion come to my eyes, every time it’s you I’m thinking
of
Memories are all we have which will never fade
Keep in touch, we’ll just get closer as we get older in age
To look on one side of things, this feeling of missing you I really hate
If you would just come back to me, maybe even live with me, that would be
just great
But that’s the impossible or at least it seems to be
Your in Florida going to college
I’m in Pennsylvania going to High school
In the cold with the heater on the ledge
While your in paradise, hot everyday going swimming in the pool
Come to the realization that this is where you should be
Family is there, but you have friends here and you can start a family with
me
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A Closed Book
My love was known soon after I met you
You said the same once I started dating you
Relationship was going too well
Although I knew something, maybe a secret was being withheld
For sometime I did ignore this matter, and just love you for who you are
It became a problem when you were quiet and the distance between us grew far
So I took a moment to ask why the sudden change
You said it was time to open another chapter in our life, and we were turning
the page
With no hesitation the problem was found
That instant was like when you first knew
Because my life was turned upside down
We faced decisions like no other
Never even thought of leaving you for another
You were still that important person in my life
Scared and a little ignorant to A.I.D.S. I kept you by my side at night
Then the day came, you were in the hospital and in the bed you lay
The doctor took me into the other room and told me this is your lover’s
last day
I came back into your room, and you could read my mind by seeing my tears
You told me I would be ok and to just think of all the happy years
You said “I love you” and your eyes slowly closed
I felt as if I was going to fall to the ground, crying,
Because I knew there were no more chapters and the book just closed
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It’s Official
I was thinking about the word love
As I looked at the sky above
It was so peaceful with all the doves
Thinking what the word meant to you
So, I went through all the things we do
It seems we connect in some kind way
So, it's official that I love you every day
I hope you return my love someday
So we can stay together always
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